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  1. The one thing I've learned is that losing weight is NOT easy, but given the dedication and  time it IS possible. I will be tracking my weight loss and expressing my feelings about it here in hopes to motivate myself properly.

    Statistical Information

    • My Beginning Weight | 240
    • My Goal Weight | 185
    • Pounds Left To Lose | 055
    • Total Loss or Gain | 05 (loss)

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    Date of Journal Entry

    • Day 01 | 01 APR 2020

    Activity Today

    • Walking

    Walked a good 30,000 steps, I will be walking more as I feel this will help out; it is hard to chose places to walk as there is a virus that is floating around the world, I believe they call it CoviD-19 and it is shutting most normal places one can walk, down for the time being. But I do have my wife and she walks with me.

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    Where to begin!? Hhhmmm. Well, March 25,2020 is one of the best days of my life. Trying to get back to a normal life without the heavy uncertain weight on my shoulders. As of this day mom IS CANCER FREE! It's been a living hell of uncertain results! The waves of different emotions from North, South, East & West! Everything in between! Now that we have this amazing news trying to get back to a normal life step by step. I'm positive it will take quite awhile to get there. So, happy days ahead. 

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    Allison Soto
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    The last few weeks I've found myself wondering why I'm even here! My daughter and husband don't need me. So I've been told. Sure maybe it was out of anger but, non the less it hit straight to my soul. Every day I have had to wake up get my daughter up just to endure her yelling and disobeying me, Honestly, I'd rather just let her sleep in. At least that way I'd get less of the hate. I dread when 2-4 comes around in the afternoon cause that's when my husband comes home. The innuendos begin. Grabbing sneak peaks and touches whether I want it or not. Being told, Hey I love you, but I know the truth. I love my husband and I love my daughter. They ARE my world! But, lately it's so hard to want to wake up and do anything. 

    I have, been working in my garden, and when I try to get them to help, well if you've watched my video you can see how well my husband takes it. I feel so safe and alive when I'm in the garden. Though, that ends once I have to come back in. I hate it! I wish I could just live in my garden! I'm stupid I know. Well anyhow, don't even know where this journal was suppose to go, but hey who am I? Loves Y'all and Big Hugs

     

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    Paige Balan
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    I'm trying to be a better person. I ended last year being a bitter, crabby, resentful person. I woke up pissed off, ate lunch pissed off, went to bed pissed off, repeated. Day in and day out. Today I decided that I can't keep living in anger and annoyance all the time. It really is exhausting being irked by every single little thing, and then the anger only keeps me awake at night. I'm already exhausted enough from dealing with general insomnia. Do I really need to add to it?

    It may take some getting used to on my end, but I'm trying. There's no point in getting irrationally upset at things that can't be controlled or aren't going to change. I'm not saying I'll be perfect at this new mindset, but I can at least try.

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    Kristina Klein
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    I sit here looking at these two little puppies (or as I like to call them 'poopies') that we are sitting for our wonderful neighbors and I am reminded what it is like to have animals in the house. Growing up I always had some kind of animal to play with and care for but besides the in between pets like bun buns (our bunny), the accumulation of rats, and a crazy black cat I called midnight, there were mostly dogs. We had mutts -- which personally I think are the best type of dog-- and my sister and I had the task of walking them, feeding them, and making sure they did not escape to make babies with the neighborhood dogs :06:. There was Bubba... our Schnauzer cockapoo mix that thought he was the toughest on the planet but was only pint sized. Then we had bigger mixed breeds like Sheila... our golden retriever and pit bull mix, and Lily... a pup I found abandoned and gave a home to... she was a cocker spaniel mix and the sweetest dog ever. There were many others in between that were just as awesome and loving.

    While I don't miss waking up all hours of the morning and night to take them on walks... I do miss the unconditional love that dogs give. They are always excited to see you when you walk through the door, wanting to be pet and loved all the time, and are never judgmental (unlike cats :27:). 

    It has been almost a decade without a dog in the house, but we always spoil our neighbors dogs. 

    Maybe we will get one soon... right @Brian Klein ?  :19:

    I believe everyone should own a dog at some point in their lives and use their behavior of unconditional love as a way to live their own lives. 

    People who feel loved are happier in their lives. 

    Make someones life brighter.. give them a puppy! :07:

  2. Jay Demello
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    I been asking myself that question since i started the Chemo. I don't know who i'm asking, but it starts a verification in my mind going over all the things i've said and done to people through out my life. I feel like i understand people better, the way they act, what they say what they do and how they are going to feel when i say or do something with them. I understand why i did things wrong when i knew it wasn't right. Am i done yet? have i learned what i was supposed to learn ?  I feel i have and its like i'm just waiting to die now. Does things just go dark? or do we float out our bodies and meet with someone thats going to explain to us why we had to go through all this crap. I was never rich, I have never met a truely happy rich person. I've had an apartment, a truck, my own business for years, i've lived in a tent for two years. I have always felt the same feelings... good at times... bad at times....always more interested in why other people do what they do. I found faults in people ( in my opinion ) and always thought.... why aren't they like me ?. Did i judge people and find things i didn't like, to make me feel better about myself?

     I am finally at a point nearing the end of my life, that it's not about what people think of me, and it's not about what i find wrong with other people. It's about Me learning how to get through this all. Why wasn't i told all this when i was a young kid ? and then i could have started with a better understanding how to live this life? maybe i was told but i chose not to listen to my parents because i always thought i knew or i would figure it out myself.

    I get 4-5 blood tests a month now, and they moved my MRI's to once a month instead of 6 months, and i will be starting my 3rd round of Chemo very soon. Why are the doctors trying to save me ? and why am i allowing this? I feel like i'm just laying here in bed daily doing nothing but waiting to die. I'm not really depressed ( in my opinion ) I just feel like i'm done! there's really left to study that will benefit me in the future. I'm just keeping myself busy so i don't go stir-crazy.  I would never kill myself, that's just bailing out of this life because it's too hard to deal with. Ok i have delt with it, liked some things, disliked some things, learned alot of stuff. Am i done yet ?

     

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